There's a tremendous fear inside. How to find it..what is it? You
don't know exactly what the fear comprises of. Why there is fear. but
the fear is there all the time. How to know? fear. the fear has lot of
components: you are left alone on the road. till the end. you don;t
know where to go. there is fear of darkness when there is light, and
there's fear of not ever getting out of darkness when there's darkness.
the fear is constant. the fear is that you do not know. you do not know
anything of which you know. not knowing is fear. you don't know whether
you know. you don't see the end but you know there is end ultimately.
fear of unknown. fear of known. both. not able to comprehend. not able
to see. not able to hear. not able to talk, not able to touch , not able
to breathe. That is the fear. That all is fear. Limitation. Why we feel
sad? sadness. what is is?
2 people are there. one perfectly normal person. and the other
is perfectly shattered. shattered shattered! the shattered one cries. falls. to the ground. the normal is
composed. says : wait i am there, smiles.. look here..look here. the other one
falls, the normal one catches. wait. supports the shattered. makes the
shattered sit. then coolly drinks the glass of lemonade. smiles. don't
worry. I am there!
why i am always fascinated by things
which are beyond my understanding? the things which i do not have a
capacity to understand, comprehend. beyond my physical limits of the
brain ? beyond my limits and things which I can not handle. Why i want
to peep through the hole of terror of the house of horror. All is within
me, the terror , the horror.
the posture... is
important...the posture...so important to make you feel good. the
posture. I am aware of the posture. ? just now i felt at peace with
myself sitting in this chair...no criticism for a second. because of the
posture. I felt I am in harmony with the universe because of posture.
you arrive at it just in a split of seconds..otherwise u r
revolving..there's a slight motion attached.. but in a small spit of
second u feel stable..one with the universe...that's when that motion
merges with your own? u feel peace. brain stops the motion..all neurons
in peace..quieted.
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